JULY.

Today, i had summer school. Obviously.. im takin Geometry. i didnt realize
how hard i was gonna have to like study till now. & i dont btw.. so oh yeah i must
tell you the grade i got for 1st semester. an Capital EFF. hahaha. no--x really i got
an f. so on monday we started off we FRESH clean grades and by lunch time
i dropped to a D. -__- less than 3 hrs. and im able to go down so low. i probably
have an F again.. && i got my 2nd tardy today and got an referral. &&got my friend
in trouble for talkin durin the test. Can yu tell that my teacher juss LOVES me? SIKE.
gosh.i was tryin to get as much as tardys as i can i think its like 3 or 4? so theyd
drop me out. buh they called my mother.. and then my mom told me if i drop out
then id have to take AFTERSCHOOl. -__- so .. Darn. idk whats worse. that or
summerschool.. id be taking the same subject though. Sigh. todays Thursday btw.

No school tomorrow! time to wake up at 12ish to 1ish. Yeeee. i love wakin up late
hate that darn summer school that makes me wake up around 6ish--x sigh......
so stressed out >.< lol.

Happy Belated Birthday SarahPang. i really lookin fowards to your sweet16. --x
which i have to spend like like money on cuhs yu want a simon giftcard or w.e.
from brea--x sigh.... ima be broke all cuhs of yu. Well the bonfire should be fun?..
&& hopefully ill go get a tan this week. i never get like an actual tan at the beach lol
Oh yeah. new swimmin suit today[= it was cheap.. buh its Aightt... ahha

im kinda really tired sorta and my moms gonna start P:<
so ima go... ill try to update this yes?

Summer

Well, u surely have not done this for a long time,
so i thought i needed to catch up.

Its summer break right now, & im at home on friday with nothin to do.
Haha. sigh. Hmm. I started summer school 2 weeks ago too. Takin geometry
&&its the pain in the butt. All these theorems&postulates i got to memorize
& omg. PROOFS. i absolutely HATE proofs. whats worse than spending my
summer break doing proofs seriously && failing the class at the same time -___-
Lol. neeways, i juss realized i did nothing that interesting over the summer...
i couldve done something fun today. ahem*. EDC. -__- buh my darling Ginger,
didnt want me to go. so i didnt. Maybe tomorrow? lol ive been waiting for this
day before summer started and im not even going. sigh my life i useless.
& to top it off today, i woke up crying -__- i had a bad dream that my family died
and i was really emotional durin the dream... like i actually cared ALOT that they died
and yee. so i woke up crying... Lol. i guess im not gonna be doin anything today
except for church since pastor sam has finally decided he shall pick me up(=
maybe ill do something tonight(; who knows'? Just go with the flow righ'? ahah.
_im out, peace.

MothersDay

today;s service made me think bout my mom and stuff.
Like she's always been there for me. no joke
i mess up. ALOT. no joke buh i know my mom will always be there for me
EVERY single time. we fight. she catches me doing stuff. or etc.
buh shes always there waiting for me. like shes never giving up on me
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& i think Pastor Sam;s sermon was prettty straight out real.
My mom is like a housemaid.laundrywasherperson. my van driver.etc
I havent really given credit for all the work my mom has put into me
Like i think I should put in a little effort to help her out more often
from morning shes taking care of skai;s clothes.breakfast.lunch. and school.
and she goes to work right after and when she comes bacc home theres always
a mess somewhere for her to clean up. And i feel really bad cuhs. i know that most
likely she had not have a full meal that day. & than theres times that i juss sit back and
watch my mom work knowing she's tired and im not.
&& i feel bad for just watching.
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On her only free day on work. everysingle time. she gives up her day to take care of either
skai or me. there was neever a day where she took that day off to rest. I feel
really bad for not even noticing that. Todays mothers day and shes working
tonight, late again. and i dont even get to see her. and i didnt geh her anything either,
At times i think i have a harder life than she does but obviously her taking
care of the Whole family, is a way harder job.
My mom&I have been through the worst& the best. and i want her to know that
& Its time shes been thankeed.

I LOVE YOU , OH THANK YOU.
Happy Mothers Day Mom.<3>

Its Raining!~

hello world~Its 11pm. & im not even started on my
ap book report thats due tomorrow!--x
I need to watch boys over flower before my padre comes
home. lol.

Im so tired. --x 24hr.fitness. major cramps fshooo.
well yeah. oh yeah i finally got a membership thing
no i can motivate myself to loose my fat no keep it.
it raining outside. well actually not anymore.. i think its
the sprinklers i hear. but still it did rain. Sigh
i didnt get to walk in the rain lol. no wait it is raining. lol
Ugh. progress reports are probably coming in this weeek.
I was so close to gettin my phone back and now my phones
like ASDFJKL. and ugggggh. i cant believe i went down in all
the unimportant subjects. everything i failed last semester
im like Acing it now. and everything i had A;s in i have like c's in now--x
pmo. freals.
anywhoos. i shall go watch boys over flower now.
What Shall I wear tomorrroww. my rooms to messy to find clothes--x
ImTired.Byeeeee.

Im so Cool

Heellloos.~
lol. hmm. im so tired--x
juss came back from 24hr fitness.the one in like.. well idk. but the new one.
that place is so newww.~(:
mee likeey. Ugh im so fat. i couldnt do freakin chin up in p.e
lmfao..my legs are going to hurt like --x tomorrow.
well thats the price i must pay to lose some weight.
omg that rhymes.
anywhoos. omg. boys over flower didnt come out -___-
LAMEEE. yes i know. but still., i wanted to watch it.
so obsessed like most asians......(:

Ugh. our progress reports are coming out --x
I FAILED. Ugh. I wont be able to get my phone back
till next semester.. if i get A's on those...Sigh worthy?
lol michelle. anywhoos. I feel like going to raymonds house again..
play so more mario kart. its so fun.. and yet i suck .
Anyways. enough of my randomness. me must take shower.
BuhhBye,(:

Well. Today I have a research paper on this artist guy thats
due tomorrow.. and i havent started it. but i just wanted to do this.
it was bothering me that i havent done this for a while.lol.
I have tutor today thats gonna come in like 30 minutes
and i have to finish this report before she gets here !
yeah me.. i have no life seriously. & i have to practice piano.

My days going out perfect.. SIGH..
School was great today -__- SIGH...
and thanks to Michelle.. I now have a bad habit.. of saying sigh
which is prettyy annoying fshoo. Lmfao.
Im super hungry right now but i cant eat because i have to finish all
this stuff. and omg.. i think i should go start. lol
well. i guess thats it ~ ADIOS.

Well. Today was juss a weird day--x
i didnt do my math tutor which lead me to not
doing my math hmwk.. but anyways
I made my day by watching boys over flower
which is incredibly GREAT. dont yu think?
Well. Its almost 11. and im Suuupa Tired.
so im go.

Adioos!~

Well, this is like my first time making this! yeeeah!--x

ahha. i have nothing better to do haha.

Anyways, just came back from church. Ate alot.. The ramyum was BOMMB.

haha Thanks Ginger!<3 

I was watching the Oscars but  I got bored right after Penelope Cruz got the award...

hah. she was the first one to get the award. Haha. 

Ugh. I really dont want to go to school tomorrow. what a drag!~

I got to make a birthday card for some special person--x

so i guess this is it!(:

BuhBye~